What a lovely day for a trip to the ER......

My mom woke sometime in the night throwing up from both ends.. shortly thereafter my dad woke up throwing up from both ends. The culprit...FOOD POISONING.... so after trying despertly to keep things together here at the hotel, I gave up and drove them to the Metroplex ER where they were poked, prodded and hooked up to machines but not before my dad passed out, and mom left a lingering smell of rotting stinky diarrhea for the waiting room guests!!

In case you are wondering we are still in Killeen. Having been set back due to the illness. The doctor wanted them to stay another day in town, but we have decided to see if th efluids and drugs that were given them will work tonight and possibly leave tomorrow.

I am so tired.... I hope they get better soon...

Picture Tag...

Here are the official rules:

1. Go to my documents/pictures.

2. Go to my 6th file folder.

3. Go to my 6th picture.

4. Blog about it.

5. Tag 6 people to do the same.

This is the blog part of the picture tag. Isaiah Danger Lehmann. He is the cutest, silliest, funniest boy in the whole world. I have 2 nephews from my sister in Idaho, 2 nephews from my sister in law in Germany and 2 nephews from my sister in law in Alaska and 1 in Tennesse! 7 nephews and every single one of them are unique and wonderful. I love all of them!

(no I am not forgetting about my 2 precious nieces one in New York and one in Germany)

So back to this picture. This was taken in Alaska 2009. Isaiah just got a new shork for the tub from Grandma and was super excited! He had also got M&M's to which he opened and poured down his PJ's!! Mindy found them later stuck to his legs, in his diaper, and all over! He also tasted one and didnt really care for them so he leaned in to give grandma a kiss (she was all excited) and instead he deposited the m&m from his mouth to hers via his tongue!! it was hillarious!!

I cant wait to see you bubby boy!! just a few more days!!

moving day.....

My parents got here on Monday evening safe and sound and we started loading the trailer today. We got everything in except the washer and dryer but that is going to go into the back of the pick-up.
It was a long day and we are all tired. Tomorrow is another big day starting at 8am.. get up, dressed and to the house by 9am. 930 - load the washer and dryer, 10am - carpet cleaners, 1045 - lawyers office, 130pm - house inspection for clearing.
We still have to mow the lawn, mop the kitchen and 2 bathrooms, vacuum and clean the living room, clean out the oven, and any last minute things.... I cant wait for this to be over....

I also am really missing Adam. I feel like I am leaving him here. I am so happy that I can talk to him almost every day.

Apology

I have to apologize for my last blog. I have been put under even more stress and was lashing out or venting... I am fine, everything is being handle by my lawyer and I am moving forward with my moving plans.

Thanks to the Lemus's who help load the POD yesterday. It was no easy feat and is now packed from top to bottom and we had to very carefully shut the door! crazy that we have all this stuff even after I sold a bunch and took 2 truck loads to the dump and donated 2 truck loads to Goodwill.!

I will post more later, just wanted to apologize...

Vocabulary Lesson

who can give me the definition for "Larcensy"

who can give me an example of "Lying under Oath"

who can use "Insuarnce Fraud" in a sentence

Who can tell about "conspiriacy"

I am not going into details at this point as it is late and I am medicated, though not enough to keep me from waking up with horrible nightmares and sweats. But I am curious to know who has been reading my blog and being a secretive jerk making things up and trying to be a super hero over some stupid car that dissapeared almost a month age. I am tired of these people harrasing my family and threatening them. If it is so important to you as you have gone thru so much freakin trouble to ruin my life, my family's life and my friends lives, then just cough up what ever evidence you have or think you have and lets ge this long drawn out nightmare over with. Or is that something you thrive on, tourmenting inncocent people until they confess to doing a crime that they didnt do or sending an email that was never sent. If you goal is to see me behind bars, you will probably never get your wish. By the way you are treating me and my family I wouldnt be surprised if I ended up in a mental ward in a catatonic state.
Oh I am sorry is that to big of a word for you? Why dont I assign some homework then. Write me a report on "canatonic states brought on by highly stressful situations. Include the signs symptms, tretments and the ability to pass a polugraph or not.

As a side note for those who have gotten this far.... I am tired, I am venting, and I am upset. Please do not call, do not send the authorites. I love my husband and family way to much to do anything stupid, However I did need to vent Well its time to go back to nightmare land in my dreams.

Randomnus

Cant beleive that its almost time to move. One more week and I will be heading to Idaho. I am nervous, well nervous isnt the word. More like I dont know maybe anxious.. I am happy to be going home, but sad to be leaving the place that has Adam's scent, touch and feel.

I got the POD (portable storage unit) today. I will start loading it tomorrow. I have a few more things to pack and I think I will be ready.

Still no word regarding the car. I do hope things get done before I leave or at least in motion to be done.

Adam commented earlier this week about how many puppies there are in the place he is at. I have been thinking of getting a beagle, anyone have experience with beagles?

I have been taking this long winded, boring driver safety course online, does it ever end... I worked on it for a few hours today and Im only on unit 5 of 8! AAHH

I talked to our realtor the other day. He said that there has been some activity thru the house but nothing solid because people were waiting to see if the home tax break thingy will go thru. We are hoping that someone will make an offer on the house.

Ok so my random thoughts are starting to peter out. I am sure as soon as this is posted I will think of more, oh well.

FRIDAY THE 13TH!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!

Actually its not that bad, its just another day another number right? To some people this day is absolutly horrible. I even know people who will not go to work today for fear they will lose their job or something bad will happen to them... Wont you lose your job if you dont go to work anyway?.... something to think about....

So My day started out good. I got a call from Adam and he is doing well. Got paid, paid bills and found out that I have some extra money! (sometimes I just cant see the blessings of paying Tithing and other times like today I am very blessed). See I have been needing to buy some milk and few other items and get the oil changed in the truck. So it was a wonderful thing to have the money to do those very things!

As a treat while the truck was being serviced, I walked to the PX. I found a really cute shirt (75% off), a new PJ gown (75% off) and a Vera Bradley hand bag (25%off, not as good as 75% but still) then while I was still killing time, an associate handed me a ticket and said their was a draing over by customer service in a few minutes so I meandered over. It was one of those "WE ARE THE BEST JEWELRY YOU'LL EVER BUY' things and was about to walk away but stayed, I mean come on what else did I have to do....

Well after the presentation the guy drew a number... but not just any number... MY NUMBER!! I WON! I WON! a $150.00 white gold necklace with (CZ) of course but still... I WON!

After that, I paid for my items, walked back to get the truck, went to the grocery store and came home! So far it has been a great day! Now all I need is for everything else bad in my life to disappear!

Jail Bate Update....

Honestly I should probably NOT curse myself like this especially since tomorrow is Friday the 13th. Normally this is a very good day for me (Friday the 13th) nothing ever went wrong for me before. In school on teams I was number 13, lockers were number 13, parking spot number 13.. and so on and so forth... but in light of all that has been happening, I may just stay in doors behind closed blinds, locked doors, in bed under the covers just in case... could someone bring me a glass of water and a crust of bread?

I retained my lawyer today. So now I sit and wait to see what he comes up with, and probably meet with him at least 2 more times before I leave for Idaho. Lets all hope and pray that by the time I leave we will have this whole mess settled and behind me so I can breath when I get home.

Alright, Jail bait is heading to bed...got a whole lot of nothing to do tomorrow so I will probably go walk around and see what other people are doing..... I do have a dinner party tomorrow evening that I can wait for!!! YEA!!

Christmas 2007

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

So Im a little board.. but I found these super cute pictures of the family at christmas...

Alaska!! 2009!!!

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

Here are some cute pictures of Isaiah, Colin, and the rest of the Alaska gang and possibly one or two of Mom and me... Arent my nephews adorable!!

heaven, I'm in heaven...

I just had the most wonderful experience in my life... A full body massage. If you have never had one....GET ONE! I feel like a new person. I have muscles and sore spots in places I didnt even know exsisted!

current status.......................

Ok Ok...due to an overwhelming response regarding my DRAMATIC life here is the most current update!!!

I met with a laywer today who told me that I should not fight this alone. They (CID) are trying to pin it on someone and sense everyone else involved has been cleared they are targeting me.. (I already knew that). So after our consultation he told me how much it was going to cost to retain him for his services....

$1000.00

I dont know about any of you but to me that is a HUGE amount of money... (I went into the wrong profession...) and then its $200.00 an hour after that. He said hopefully if all goes well (and he didnt see why it wouldnt once I retained him) I wouldnt have to pay more than the retainer fee...

So if any of you know of how I can raise $1000.00 before I leave for Idaho in a week and a half short of selling myself on the street corner..... please please let me know... I am at my desperation point now. I dont know whats going to happen to me, if I am going to be arrested for something I didnt do, if I am going to jail for something I didnt do, is my husbands career going to be affected by something I didnt do....

My current status in Grief:
Shock: after the first couple days of reporting the incident
Numb: still there
Anger: starting to surface
Guilt: Having a few "what if" moments
Depression/ uncontrolable crying: Cry my eyes out when ever I talk about it...having panic attacks
Acceptance: I know the car is gone but......it could always pop up somewhere so I havent fully accepted that its "gone"....
Hope: Definetly NOT HERE YET....

Car issues

So I went back to the CID office for what they claimed on the phone a reveiw. When I got there, the agent took me into a interigation room and started asking me questions. One of the questions was "who is Ariel?" I said The little mermaid? He didnt find it funny.
He said he was an agent that deals with insurance fraud and they felt that this is what I was claiming. When I realized what he was saying I started crying and saying "your accusing me of stealing my own car?" He said no they think I had a part in the disapperance of the car. I am the prime suspect.
He said it was too conveinent that I just happen to go to Alaska and my husband was deployed during the time frame of the car being stolen. Then he says they pulled our financial records and because we are foreclosing on the house and are with a credit counsleing service it makes the whole case suspicious.
By this point I am close to histerics. I am sobbing and shaking. He says since I am a civilian I will be turned over to the FBI and local/ state police for further questioning and possibly jail if I dont confess everything I know and be accused of Insurance Fraud. He said he could make this all go away with a polygraph test. So I said yes I would take one.
He finally lets me go to which I came home and cried myself to sleep with a miagraine. Adam called and I told him the whole story of what just happened.

Skipping ahead to today, Adam called this morning and said after he thought about it he did not want me to take the polygraph because I am the victom not the accused and to consult and possibly hire an attorny. So I called and made an appointment with an attorny and called the agent and told him that I was not going to take the test. He got really upset and said "fine have your lawyer call me so I can tell him what is really happening". Then he calms down and says, I still think your inocent the test would have proved my point. Now its going to get hard.
I told him the only reason for doing this is because I feel like they are harrasing me and it is causing much undo stress in an already stressful situation.

Stay tuned for more fun details... I am completly numb except when you talk to me I start crying and I am constantly shaking and feel like I am falling apart. Is this normal? Sorry this is so long...

Update....

Car: Nothing new. I am meeting with CID again tomorrow. They still want a statement from Adam, and I guess they are willing to wait until he gets permantly settled (however long that takes) which means my case will stay open for awhile. I wonder if this affects the insurance portion...guess I will ask tomorrow. I just want this taken care of before I leave.

Moving: I just finished packing Adams "man" room. It took about 5 hours. Now that I look at it I feel lonely. My heart is aching for him to be near me. It hasnt been a month yet but feels like an eternity already. My moving "pod" will be here on the 16th, my parents will be here on the 23rd, and I will be on the road the 26th.

Sinus Surgery: I have a CT scheduled for next week. The doc just wants to see how good/bad things are, but said either way I could post-pone the surgery until next year. So to me thats good news!

Mindy bought her plane ticket to Idaho and I am so looking forward to seeing her and my boys! I know we will miss our husbands dearly but are praying that by being together we can handle any situation.